The dawn must come

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A period of time has gone,

I still have to learn how to let the things go.

But these have become the scars in my heart.

Neither can't I forget it, nor can't I wait for time to fade away.

Although my future still seems gloomy,

I believe that there will be a silver light in my dark future.

Please give me the power to face the adversities in future, my friends.

逝

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世事無常，

昨日還在的，

今日已消失得無影、無蹤。

相遇、熟落、變成知己，

一切都基於「緣份」這二字。

原以為大家的關係能永續不斷，

但一剎那的念頭，

卻可將之粉碎。

曾經，我以為我們還有很多時間，

足夠讓我們繼續相對共處。

可惜，這一切已經突然中止了。

昨日下午還期待著星期日的盛宴，

到凌晨收到你的消息後，

還以為這是他人開的玩笑。

今晨的一個電話，

卻再一次確定這不是一個玩笑，

不是夢境，

而是真確無誤。

我後侮，

以前常頂撞你。

現在，

你已身處彼岸，

而我仍在現世，

「對不起」這三字，

我再無法向你傳達。

如今，

你的離去已成事實，

無法逆轉，無法改變。

唯願，

你能安息，

在主的懷中。

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但願暑假的時光不要流逝。

Is that my fault?

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Recently, I was in a bad mood.

Whatever I did, the others always thought I did something very wrong or silly.

They also liked to blame me at the public place.

From young to now, I am used to be blaming in front of the others.

But, it still makes me feel so hurt.

Have they consider my situation?

I don't think so.

They only consider themselves.

Moreover, they only think that their decision is the best and my view is stupid and useless.

I think that I am useless person.

Maybe I'm not as smart as you.

But I still have self-esteem.

Can you think of my situation before you blame me?